Monday, March 31
too many songs to list today..
i havent written for a long time.. well.. it seemed like a long time. ive been busy as fuck with school. school can kiSs my ass man. its not going to get me anywhere in life. i dont even know why i bother.
i actually dont know why i bother with anything anymore. i dont even know what im still doing here. possibly holding on to you. yea,
you i dont know why my world made a fucking 360 on me, i just know it did when you left me. i dunno why im trying to do by writing this shit, but at least im doing SOMETHING which is more than i can say for the past month of so.
i dont even know if that last sentence made sense or if it was even true.
i wish i had someone to talk to. not any someone, i wish i had you to talk. i wish you would just call me up and pretend that things were okay. i called yOu when the sitation was reversed. i still cared. maybe thats juss too much to ask for. i dont even know what im saying. i dont know what im trying to say. i just know that i miss you and i need you.
but if you hate me so much that you cant even look at me, cant even stand up to your own words and just be FRIENDS with me, why cant you just tell me.. and let my hopes die. i cant hold on to nothing for forever..
i dont even know what im doing anymore. im going crazy.
and here we go. back to a lit essay on INDIFFERENCE.. hAHa.. whata funny topic.. at 503 AM.
Regina.5:04 AM
Monday, March 24
song of the day: complicated.avril lavigne
haha gosh i have the funniest feeling inside right now. i want to scream at yOu like crazy. bitch you out. and i also dont want to see you, touch you, hear about you, i just want to cry and never ever look back, never ever remember and never ever go through this shit again.
you know whats a funny song? if you died (i wouldnt cry).mya w00t. yea, SCREW YOU. i bet if i died this fucking second, you wouldnt give a fucking fuCk.
heehee. gio smells good :D i went to macys and sprayed some on and now i smell good. i also bought my second dress today, its pretty pretty. haha and i picked up my first dress =) now i juss need shoes for it! so ill take a pic of the color and see if anyone has shoes to match it.. heehee. its LIGHT BLUE, so if anyone has LIGHT BLUE HEELS, i will love you :D
doode, math sucks balls hard. i dont get it, so ill save it for TA and spanish tomorrow. i have a fuckload of bio reading to do, but i have the strangest feeling i wont get to any of it today. haha
i hate school. i hate life. haha
Regina.1:02 AM
Saturday, March 22
lilazn moOn lyt: boo
bloozstarz13: ahhhhhHHHHHHhhhhh
lilazn moOn lyt: HAHAHAHAHA
lilazn moOn lyt: shiets
bloozstarz13: no.thats not scary
lilazn moOn lyt: IM SO GOOD
lilazn moOn lyt: NO
lilazn moOn lyt: YOU LIE
bloozstarz13: nice try
lilazn moOn lyt: it was HELLAH scary
bloozstarz13: you LIED
lilazn moOn lyt: i know it was
bloozstarz13: proper english
lilazn moOn lyt: no
lilazn moOn lyt: you LIE
lilazn moOn lyt: because its present
lilazn moOn lyt: because you are STILL lying!
bloozstarz13: noo because i already did it?
bloozstarz13: no im not
lilazn moOn lyt: YES YOU ARE
bloozstarz13: ROWR
lilazn moOn lyt: so i did scare you then?
bloozstarz13: no
lilazn moOn lyt: I KNEW IT
lilazn moOn lyt: :D
lilazn moOn lyt: hAhahahaha
bloozstarz13: yes
lilazn moOn lyt: i win i win
lilazn moOn lyt: w0000000000000t
bloozstarz13: arghhhh
bloozstarz13: GO AWAY
lilazn moOn lyt: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
bloozstarz13: i don't wanna play anymore
lilazn moOn lyt: LOOSERR
lilazn moOn lyt: HAHAHAHAHA
bloozstarz13: you RUINED my day
bloozstarz13: nono
bloozstarz13: you ruin my day
lilazn moOn lyt: no
bloozstarz13: cuz you're still ruining it
lilazn moOn lyt: THATS rong
bloozstarz13: YES
bloozstarz13: NO
lilazn moOn lyt: yea
lilazn moOn lyt: HAHA
bloozstarz13: shut up
lilazn moOn lyt: o man
lilazn moOn lyt: good stuff
lilazn moOn lyt: hahaha
bloozstarz13: harhar
bloozstarz13: no
bloozstarz13: man..im bored
lilazn moOn lyt: imma post this convO
lilazn moOn lyt: hahaha
bloozstarz13: NOOOOO
bloozstarz13: ROWR
bloozstarz13: i forbid you to do that
bloozstarz13: im older thna you
bloozstarz13: you have to listen to me
lilazn moOn lyt: HAHAHAHHAHA
lilazn moOn lyt: WATEVER DOODE
sHes CRAZY =P hAhahhaa and STUPID :D
loveyOuSUNSHINE!! heehee
Regina.12:49 PM
Friday, March 21
song of the day: T.A.T.U. all the things she sed
damn.. we went to QCUP (mM.. me joe mike tracy ivan john other jon kevin and riCk) and HOLY CRAP they had that song on freaking REPEAT. it got hellah annoying -_- haha anyways.. mM.. i should be cleaning my room right now.. its hellah fucking messy.. but imma lil lazy.. haha ive been sO fucking lazy lately.. i havent done any hw all week cept for last minute studying for math test (which i fucked bombed) and last minute preparing for biography speech. last minute planning as in ONE HOUR before i had to give it. haha, yea somethings up with me. i really dunno what it is tho. i have an idea, but whatever.
DOODE, dont you just HATE it when yur rents think you lied BUT YOU DIDNT?! GGGGRRRRRROOOOWWWLLLL.. cuz some shit with the gym happened tonight so we ended up going tO dinner and my dad went and checked up on me and now he thinks ive been lying the whole time, that i had no intention to go to badminton at all - WHICH IS NOT TRUE - and ROAR. its okay when they think i lied and i did.. but when i didnt, its sooOoo frustrating ><
heeheehee. bad things :D
bOotycall
shiets. i need to go DANCING/CLUBBING. w00tw00t. boOtycall ;D FUH-LING. haha FWB harhar. i wanna gO.. stephO =( pOoey pa-tu-ey. SHIETS, i cant fucking wait til i get a car and a license ;D w0000t
aiites.. i feel like ive sed enough. haha thanks man tho you dunno who you are.
in love with someone that doesnt exist anymore
Regina.10:39 PM
Thursday, March 20
song of the day: pretty baby.vanessa carlton
hMm.. its 630.. just about go go get ready for school.. i woke up at 530 to finish math >< havent done anything else yets. gOosh.. so screwed. o wells. gosh, my ALERGIES ARE GOING CRAZY THIS MORNING. wtf0Ck. starting to piss me oFf >/
mM.. theres not much to say i guess. me and jon won our badmintOn game.. it was the first game of the season we played toga and JV lost to them by one point "/ and varsity lost by a couple. our team sucks ass man.. haha its pretty sad. our next games tuesday at lynbrook. i think badmintOns HELLAH wearing me out.. i can never do hw anymore and im sOoo tired all the time. i used to be able to stay up hellah late but i have to sleep now, i have to or i juss FALL asleep! maybe its juss because of you..
life is life. theres some fucked up stuff in life, but if you cant do anything about it, live with it. me goNna go ready for SCHOOL. because i love school so very much. oOo oo i got my dress :D now i need a short one.. DOES ANYONE HAVE A CUTE SHORT DRESS?! roOoarrrr.. and i also need light blue heels.. heehee IM NOT GONNA BE HERE FOR MY GAI JEHS BIRTHDAY OR HER PARTY >/ growl, how freaking GAY. sorry babe, i love yooou
Regina.6:32 AM
Sunday, March 16
song of the day: i dunos. haha
yello. i feel like i havent written in here for a loong time. haha its been.. 5 days! ive been writing in my xanga actually. i dunnos. haha mM.. so today was an okay day. i should be doing homework right now but i really really dont feel like it.
i miss the nights when i would stay up all night on the phone. and then wake up after a lil sleep to talk on phone some more. when the calls would come around 8PM. end around 2AM.. id wake up around 8AM to check my phone to see if i had any messages or any missed calls - and of course i kept my phone right next to my bed. and if i didnt, id call and we'd talk til our batteries ran out. sometimes that wouldnt be around 5PM. yea.. those were the good days.
i need to go out more. my bodys like -_- haha SHOPPING TOMORROW! :D join us heehee i havent gone shopping since DECEMBER im so excited harhar anyways.. i guess im juss gonna sit here at my computer for another hour or two before sleeping.. heehee screw hw -_- adiOs.
Regina.12:08 AM
Tuesday, March 11
song of the day: everything.lifehouse
hmm.. today was interesting.. -_- i did it again today. I ALWAYS END UP DOING IT. gosh >< wtf0ck man. angry with myself.. angry with everything and everyone. sigh. i dunno.. im so tired ya know? of everything. absolutely everything. im tired of school. im tired of homework. im tired of listening to teens complain about life (hey, look what im doing!) im tired of teens (aka MY FRIENDS) trashtalking about ppl "lower" than them. im tired of not being good enough for my parents. im tired of getting hurt. im tired of not getting my way (HELLO, how selfish is THAT?) im tired of being happy for one day, and falling into depression for the next month. im tired of crying. im tired of being told lies. im tired of waking up every morning with no motive to do well in school or in life. im tired of being lonely and at the same time i crave to be alone. im tired of not KNOWING. im tired of the fucking "maybes" in life. tired of the fucking paths we can take. tired of the fucking mistakes i make over and over again. im tired of hurting people. im tired of caring. im tired of not caring. im just fucking tired of everything - physically, mentally, you name it man.
and half of the things i named.. I DO. im sucha fucking hypocrite. god damn. i hate it.
whata complaining bitching blog. anyways, hMm.. i forgot what i was gonna say. O YEAS! me di and syl were picking flowers one day, and it took me FIVE TRYS to get "he loves me" how sad =( he either really doesnt love me, or deep deep deeeeeeeeeeeeeepp like WAY deep he loves me :D hahaha a girl can wish cant she? why yes she can.
i have so much hw -_- but imma pull an all nighter anyway. got all my coffee ready :D lets see.. math hw, bio week 3 study reading and questions (thats gonna take me like.. 3 hours.. prolly more.. haha) WRITE my lit speech, then memorize.. redo web for lit.. and thats all ill do for tonight, it'll keep my up all night anyway.
plus, thinking. that i do too much of. -_-
just because im better at it than you, doesnt mean it doesnt hurt
Regina.10:01 PM
Sunday, March 9
songs of the day: anytime.brian mcknight and heaven.nu flavor
bOo! haha.. hello there.
o man.. im pOoped. so TIRED.. i woke up around.. 10? 11? i dont remember.. filled out ALL my pageant shit and national honor roll shit and all that other high school award SHIT.. and finished around 12.. and then ate and did my timeline for lit until now! finally done. w00t. but it doesnt look too appealing.. considering its unbalanced and very crowed.. but THATS OKAY.
haha so YEA, member that pageant i mentioned a while ago? so my parents tell me to go ahead and apply.. and i got accepted. hahaha.. i started cracking up (not as much as the first time with jeff in spanish thO =P) when i read i got accepted.. and they sent me all this crap which included "the OFFICIAL HANDBOOK" haha.. anyway.. i am known as MISS TEEN MONTA VISTA puAhaha.. wata gayO name. talk about repping the school that you hate. mv's gay >P too much homework. at least i get a day of school and chill in los angeles =)
my mother left me =( haha shes in ITALY! well.. on the plane right now. for 10 days. what are me my sister and my dad gona do? take out every night doode. i think starting tonight. i heard mimi's cafe? shit, that place is GOOD :D
hMm.. imma write a long entry today since i dont feel like studying for my math quiz (that im going to fail) just yet. i need to change my template and background.. it got old again. anyways.. yesterday at work.. i realized that the past two months.. have been.. NOT REAL. fake.. full of lies and broken promises. yea.. and the thing is, the last two months have been GOOD. well.. somewhat good. i dunno how to explain it.. it was.. happiful.. now looking back. and thinking back.. i realized how stupid and blind ive been.. i never seem to learn =( life juss likes to pick me up on my feet just so i can fall right back down again. whenever i TRULY believe that im making the right decision, its the wrong one. i just dont know anymore.
and now.. i feel like im holding on to something thats not real. something that doesnt exist.. anymore? or maybe it never existed at all. i really dont know. but when i came home last night, i started to read old convos. and boy, was THAT a mistake -_- it FELT so real ya know.. and i remember the convos happening.. and GOSH.. KLJEROEIJLFSEIFERLj. stupid regina.
you cant hold on to something thats not there. i know.
i feel sO dumb. ya know? "/ o wells. and then crying. okay, i was talking to derek about it right.. and i asked him if he feels better after he cries.. and he acted like i was crazy =( haha DONT YOU GUYS FEEL BETTER AFTER A GOOD LONG CRY?! i dunno.. i do. i know some other people do. and they're all girls, so i was wondering if its the same for guys. but yea.. cuz you hold in all that stuff inside.. and yur bound to let it all out one day - when you cry. and after you cry, you dont carry all the weight on yourself anymore! thats why i let my friends cry, its good to cry once in a while.
i had an interesting dream last night.. my star was in it.. (if i can still call him my star.. ) but yea.. i woke up sorta SCARED ya know? not that my dream was scary or anything.. it was really realistic.. and sad sorta? seemed very real, but fake at the same time. it was just.. w e i r d. but hopeful.
blah blah blah.. lalala.. i dont wanna go back to hw =( boOhOo. guess i will have to. ADIOS!
Regina.3:45 PM
Thursday, March 6
song of the day: think of me.mark schultz
goOshh.. that song is so GOOD. haha ive been singing it alll daayyy.. thanks angie for the song =) i love yOu babe.. thanks for the letter.. the support and the encouraging words =) ill wb soon
hMm.. anyways.. i have to make this entry short.. cuz im suppose to be studying for bio =P its 130.. feels better early thO.. but im tired.. haha today in badmintOn joe made us run all the way up to foothill =( wata big meanie butt. me and steph ran thO :D felt good doing the run.. cept for the UPHILL part.. ahh.. that was hell.. like coming back -_- haha while CHRISTINE barely ran half of it and got a RIDE back with ivan and them and TRACY AND BUI were sitting in the front til conditioning was over. but we got christine busted and she had to run 10 laps around the rally court and bui had to run some tOo.. harhar ;D it was funny.. so yea badminton wasnt that bad today.. cept i got angry this one part.. but whatever..
so ive decided to juss.. fuCk it. haha.. yep. i guess its really not worth it at all. "why waste your time on someone whos not willing to waste their time on you" stolen from syls profile. its a pretty mean quote, but hey.. this world is pretty mean =P and i went over to andreas for a group project (tho we didnt get SHIT done.. haha) and we (me stepho kat and andrea) juss ended up laughing are asses off, finished a box of cereal.. and yea. haha and now me and stephO feel yuCky cuz we ate so much.. haha but it was good to juss sit back and chill.. just talk amongst girls.. i havent done that.. for a lOong time. and then the funniest part of the night was when stephO was trying to sign online and she kept typing her password in and shes like WHY ISNT THIS WORKING?! and im like.. you gotah change it to YUR sn first.. and shes like.. OOO!! HAHAHAHAHAHa and while shes laughing she falls over and her body like folds in half cuz shes stuck in between two chairs omygosh it was helllahh funny.. haha i love you baby ;D
yea.. umm.. SHORT entry.. haha o yeas.. today.. my dad like comes into my room right.. and he starts blow drying my hair for me.. hahah it was sOooo weird.. and im doing my hw.. and yea, strange =P then at dinner he offered to buy me a tiffany necklace that i wanted cuz he felt bad for.. doing something.. and i was like o_O haha but i declined the offer.. it was interesting tho. anyway, im out - byebye!
gOodbye. to you.
Regina.1:36 AM
Tuesday, March 4
i slowly go insane.. i hear your voice.. on the line.. but it doesnt stop the pain.. i see you next to never, how can we say forever.. wherever you go.. whatever you do.. i will be right here waiting for you.. whatever it takes.. or how my heart breaks.. i will be right here waiting for you.. i took for granted all the times.. that i thought would last somehow.. i hear the laughter, i taste the tears.. but i cant get near you now.. cant you see it baby.. you got me going crazy..
Regina.10:21 PM
hey hun~ guess it's just another one of those weird times where it seems like everyone's life is on a downhill =\ but hey we'll get through it. if you need anything you have my number. keep your head up, you know i love you =)
monkey.8:05 PM
Monday, March 3
songs of the day: my december and in the end.linkin park
i dont have time to right.. but i will anyway.. i want someone to talk to.. but no ones here. no ones ever here anymore.. i dont blame them tho. they have their own lives to live and other things to take care of.
i juss feel like SHIT man. pure shit.. and i have no idea why.
the world juss keeps getting to me and i feel like i have been totally DRAINED.. my energy both physical and mental and i am juss so T I R E D. i dunno how much longer i can go ON like this.
i need some new change in my life.
how bout a new guy? haha =P
yea. not a bad idea. tOo bad THERE ARE NO NEW GUYS. >P
maybe i should juss swear off guys and become lesbian?
yes. not a bad idea either.
well, WhATEVER thats NOT the main problem right now.. i feel like my whole world is juss falling apart.. crumbling before my eyes.. AGAIN. goooodness.. i dunno how many times i can put up with this shit before i SERIOUSLY go mentally INSANE. i keep looking for loopholes.. but i never really take them. running away? ending it all? drugs? alcohol? i dunno. theres no where to go.. i dont have a home anymore.. since yur arms arent open to me anymore.
sigghhh.. back to hw. tho i dont even know the point of doing it. but whatever.
Regina.8:36 PM
Sunday, March 2
hMm.. im blog since im bored
songs of the day: tyrese.how you gonna act like that and kid rock ft sheryl crow.picture
mMm.. im so bored. i should be doing hw but ive LITERALLY been doing ALL FLUCKING DAY. so imma take a break.. or maybe juss stop altogether. ive accomplished.. a lot today.. haha i.. finished my biO reading from last week, bio reading from this week.. did my resume my application.. did my lit character analysis.. did parts of my timeline.. went over my presentation very very briefly.. now i just have AP study week 2 reading and questions to do.. lit presentations.. and study for spanish oral.. YEP..
anyways.. im kinda angry now >P ive been reading xangas and now im all jealous cuz i didnt get to go to sadies =( DAMN RENTS. theyve like grounded me FOR NO REASON!! i didnt even DO anything.. even my dad sed, if my sister juss played her stupid pianO right, he wouldnt have gotten mad and our whole fight wouldnt have taken place and he wouldnt have taken away my phone and i wouldnt have gotten GROUNDED. GROWL. i always get in trouble cuz of her.. he always takes his anger out on me. god damn.
anyways yea.. i missed out on the shopping (gosh do i MISS shopping or WAT) the dinner.. the dance.. all the fun =( sniffsniff. haha o wells i guess.. theres always.. next year.. and summer, imma party like fucking crazy. forget my parents.. (but then.. whats to do during the summer??? haha -_-) o yeas.. my sisters in YOSEMITE right now! haha.. gosh yosemite.. that was freaking awesome. i hellah miss it.. lots of memories.. i think i juss miss 8th grade altogether.
mMm.. did lots of thinking today.. got no where tho, as usual. haha i need a SIGN.. or SOMETHING
i still dont like my haircut. its still too short. xP haha
o! i have to post this funny convO.. i swear jOhn is SUCHA idiot.. i dunno how he can have friends.. hes so WEIRD.. -_-
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:23 PM): marie got yOu sick?
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:25 PM): hMmm..
e s c a x 3 (9:25:26 PM): haha
e s c a x 3 (9:25:27 PM): yeah
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:31 PM): that means.. you guys were CLOSE
e s c a x 3 (9:25:34 PM): or
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:36 PM): eh eh? ;-)
e s c a x 3 (9:25:36 PM): it was fucking cold
e s c a x 3 (9:25:40 PM): and we wre wearing pjs
e s c a x 3 (9:25:42 PM): lol
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:43 PM): hahahahahaha
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:48 PM): nO
e s c a x 3 (9:25:48 PM): either way
e s c a x 3 (9:25:49 PM): it works
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:49 PM): cuz then
e s c a x 3 (9:25:52 PM): shhhh
lilazn moOn lyt (9:25:55 PM): the WEATHER wouldve gtten you sick
e s c a x 3 (9:25:56 PM): u dont need to knwo
e s c a x 3 (9:25:59 PM): well
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:00 PM): O_O
e s c a x 3 (9:26:02 PM): her fault for takin me to sadies
e s c a x 3 (9:26:04 PM): ha
e s c a x 3 (9:26:04 PM): i win
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:04 PM): o my
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:05 PM): haha
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:08 PM): PSH
e s c a x 3 (9:26:10 PM): i resolve this conflict fast
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:13 PM): yur fault for wanting togo withher!
e s c a x 3 (9:26:13 PM): too cool for school
e s c a x 3 (9:26:20 PM): her fault for pressuring me
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:28 PM): yur fault for giving in
e s c a x 3 (9:26:32 PM): well
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:35 PM): HA
e s c a x 3 (9:26:36 PM): whats important
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:36 PM): I WIN!
e s c a x 3 (9:26:36 PM): is that
e s c a x 3 (9:26:38 PM): she started
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:38 PM): hahahahaaha
e s c a x 3 (9:26:39 PM): it
e s c a x 3 (9:26:43 PM): or maybe.. YOU ASKED
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:44 PM): WAT ARE YOU TALKINGABOUT
e s c a x 3 (9:26:45 PM): ther i won
lilazn moOn lyt (9:26:46 PM): you LOSER
e s c a x 3 (9:26:54 PM): calling a winner a loser eh?
e s c a x 3 (9:26:57 PM): how low can u go
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:05 PM): o my god
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:08 PM): GET AWAY FROM ME
e s c a x 3 (9:27:08 PM): just kidding
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:09 PM): haha
e s c a x 3 (9:27:10 PM): i lov eu too
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:16 PM): eWwww
e s c a x 3 (9:27:18 PM): oh
e s c a x 3 (9:27:21 PM): ic see how it iss
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:23 PM): HAHA
e s c a x 3 (9:27:34 PM): sniff
e s c a x 3 (9:27:36 PM): im crying
e s c a x 3 (9:27:36 PM): and
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:38 PM): good
e s c a x 3 (9:27:39 PM): my tears
e s c a x 3 (9:27:39 PM): are
e s c a x 3 (9:27:43 PM): makin my pants see thru
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:52 PM): WTFREAK?
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:54 PM): hahahahahahaha
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:55 PM): gosh
e s c a x 3 (9:27:57 PM): WELL
lilazn moOn lyt (9:27:58 PM): yur so WEIRD
e s c a x 3 (9:28:00 PM): they ARE white
lilazn moOn lyt (9:28:02 PM): how can marie even
lilazn moOn lyt (9:28:07 PM): stand being baround you.. -_-
e s c a x 3 (9:28:09 PM): coz
e s c a x 3 (9:28:13 PM): im really
e s c a x 3 (9:28:15 PM): sick right now
e s c a x 3 (9:28:19 PM): and things are poofing around
lilazn moOn lyt (9:28:22 PM): hahahaha
e s c a x 3 (9:28:28 PM): u knwo what i said to ronald
e s c a x 3 (9:28:36 PM): i was talking about some cop at the dance
e s c a x 3 (9:28:45 PM): and how his wife gave him a baseball bat to the balls
e s c a x 3 (9:28:47 PM): for boning me
e s c a x 3 (9:28:50 PM): i dont know wtf i was on
lilazn moOn lyt (9:29:24 PM): WT
lilazn moOn lyt (9:29:25 PM): hahaha
e s c a x 3 (9:29:27 PM): yeah
e s c a x 3 (9:29:29 PM): exactly
e s c a x 3 (9:29:31 PM): im sorta sick
hope he doesnt mind.. not that he'll read this anyway =P harhar.. hes an idiot.. and now i have nothing to say so i will go back to my biOlogy =( o god.. i found this GROSS picture in our book.. there was a healthy lung pic (which looked pretty damn sick to begin with) and then a pic of a smoker's lungs and it was so GROSS. oMmmyygoshh.. i felt like i was gonna throw up.. so guys: DONT SMOKE! it was soo sick ><
Regina.10:54 PM
Saturday, March 1
aAhHhh.. i forgot to write about tattos
aHhhh.. i saw someone with the tatto i wanted!! it was like the same type of thing.. she had it on her lower back too!! where i want mine :D oOmmygooshh.. it was soO prettyy!! I WANT ONE I WANT ONE I WANT ONE!! imma get one man.. i will.. i hope soon but i doubt it.. cuz ill have to make a fake ID and yea.. and my belly button peirced.. thats gonna be before.. end of next year.. hahaha.. idunno, after i get a car. W00T. im all excited. my other friend got her lower back done too.. it sez 'pleasure' (harhar) in chinese (shes latinoOo) and then designs around it.. i like that too :D she sed she got it for a 100? yar.. I WANT ONE!!! and then i sorta want one on my lower back shoulder =) heeheehee.
all giddy about tattooss.. heeheehee :D
Regina.11:07 PM
song of the day (or i should say.. week..): boyziimen.doing just fine
ya know.. ive been listening to that song for a week now.. automatically.. id turn on my CD player during class and just automatically think of listening to that song for no particular reason for the past week.. and at home too.. open my winamp and i would juss automatically click that song.. i was thinking maybe its because the songs relating to me.. but then i scratched that idea because the lyrics dont really fit.. because the songs about person A leaving person B and then person B is hurt.. blahblah but then when person A wants to go back to person B, person B is finally over it.. and yea.. so i was like.. nO that doesnt sound like my sitation.. and then i was listening to art class today and it hit me why. the songs not about ME doing just fine.. IM person A.. and my person B is doing just fine "/ now doesnt just SUX0rs? yea.. the song sings it all man..
anyways.. i got a haircut today.. its tOoo short >< it looks.. funky.. haha cuz it doesntlook me.. i guess i just got way toO used to long hair.. i liked my long hair.. but it was getting so gross.. split ends everywhere.. yea yuCky. haha at least this will cut my shower times! :D haha
o yes.. happy sweet 16 chien! shOoooot.. my bitch is all grown up ;D sniffsniff haha
and i hope everyones having fun at sadies!! wish i was there =( I WANNA SEE PETER AND STEPH! hahaha in their BATMAN PJs =P which reminds me..
lilazn moOn lyt (10:00:51 PM): HAHAHAHA
lilazn moOn lyt (10:00:52 PM): i heard
lilazn moOn lyt (10:01:01 PM): SPIDERMAN?!
lilazn moOn lyt (10:01:02 PM): hahahahaha
jajagapgirl (10:01:32 PM): hahaha
jajagapgirl (10:01:40 PM): WHATS WRONG WITH SPIDERMAN!!!???
jajagapgirl (10:01:41 PM): haha shut up
lilazn moOn lyt (10:01:55 PM): hahahahahaha
lilazn moOn lyt (10:01:58 PM): I GET A PICTURE
lilazn moOn lyt (10:01:59 PM): o man ><
lilazn moOn lyt (10:02:02 PM): spiderman
lilazn moOn lyt (10:02:03 PM): haha
jajagapgirl (10:02:15 PM): hahaha shut up
jajagapgirl (10:02:17 PM): dude
jajagapgirl (10:02:25 PM): steph and bea BOTH bought batman
jajagapgirl (10:02:29 PM): without realizing ittt
jajagapgirl (10:02:38 PM): see at least i know no one will buy spiderman
jajagapgirl (10:02:47 PM): cuz spiderman SUCKS
jajagapgirl (10:02:47 PM): ahahah
lilazn moOn lyt (10:04:49 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHAHa
lilazn moOn lyt (10:05:02 PM): "whats wrong with spiderman?" "spiderman sucks"
lilazn moOn lyt (10:05:03 PM): haha
jajagapgirl (10:05:07 PM): hahaha
jajagapgirl (10:05:08 PM): shut upppp
yea.. christines stupid.. haha her and daniel are going with SPIDERMAN pjs.. hahahaha how retarded -_- watever i get FIRST dibs on pix since I WASNT THERE ;D yea thats right. heehee bye guyyss
o yea.. i dunno why.. but im so fucking tired lately.. last night i went to sleep hellah early (10? 11?) and i couldnt wake up at like 8.. and i had to have 2 cafe au laits before i could actually.. feel awake.. haha so i think imma go to sleep soon :D adiOs
Regina.10:13 PM
