Friday, February 28
survey time!! stolen from
junehO
1. Name: regina
2. Hair Colour: brown
3. Eye Color: brown
4. Heiqht Currently: 5'5
5. Glasses/contacts: glasses.. but i dont usually wear them..
6. Birthdate: 1107
7. StarSiqn: scorpiO
8. Current Aqe: 15
9. Siblinqs: younger sister older brother
10. Siblinqs Aqe: 13 and 21
11. Location: cupertino
12. Colleqe Plans: UC berkeley.. haha but that was before this years grades ><
13. Any Piercinq: ears.. i want my belly button and eyebrow thO =) and another ear one :D
14. Best Friends: i dont really like to classify my friends.. but uHh.. yea.. they know i think.. i hope.. haha SUNSHINE and LOSER ;D
15. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: =(
16. Current Crush: haha its not that hard to guess.. i dont think?
17. Hobbies: SLEEPING.. dreaming "/
18. Are You Center Of Attention Or Wallflower: neither i guess
19. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: I DONT DRIVE >/ growl =(
20. Are You Timely Or Always Late: i like to be timely, but see since my RENTS take me everywhere since i dont DRIVE im ALWAYS late. they need like time management classes or SOMETHING
21. Do You Have A Job: well.. i sorta work for my dad.. haha
22. Do You Like Beinq Around People: depends
23. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: what about.. someone ill never have ANOTHER chance with? "/
24. Have You Ever Cried Over Somethinq Someone of The Opposite Sex did: mmhmm..
25. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: uhh.. i dunnos.. haha
26. Want Someone You Don't Have Riqht Now: GOODNESS GRACIOUS this survey is making me feel great -_- haha YES, I DO.
27. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: yep..
06. Are You Lonely Riqht Now: .. very.. =(
28. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yea.. a lot actually..
29. Do You Want To Get Married: yep
30. Do You Want Kids: i want one boy and one girl =)
FAVORITE...
31. ROOM: eRrr?
32. Type of music: lots of stuff.. haha
33. Song: a loooott.. but all time favorite i guess is crazy.kcandjOjO
34. Memory: mM.. the past is always better than the present "/ well not always.. just a lot of it is haha
35. Day Of The Week: sundays.. i get to sleep in :D
36. Color: i like all the colors actually.. pretty muCh
37. Perfume Or Cologne: RALPH by ralph lauren.. or BCBG (the blue one smells the best :D) best cologne: GIO yUuummmmmyyyy :D
38. Flower: roses ;D
39. Month: .. june
40. Season: spring
In the last 48 hours, have you..
41. Cried: yar
42. Bought Somethinq: uMm.. food? haha
43. Gotten Sick: nope
44. Sang: yeP
45. Said I Love You: not directly to him.. haha
46. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn't: mM.. refer to above..
47. Met Someone New: uMmmmm.. yea
48. Moved On: no.. "/
49. Talked To Someone: .. yea.. haha
50. Had A Serious Talk: umm.. sorta.. and then i also attempted one.. but it failed.. haha
51. Missed Someone: yep.. like crazy..
52. Hugged Someone: mM.. yea..
53. Kissed Someone: umm.. nO i dont think so.. o wait.. yea.. amanda ;D haha the other day (monday maybe?) i was juss standing there and ALL OF A SUDDEn yvonne (kong) gives me a kiss.. i was like HUH? i was so confused.. haha it was funny thO
54. Fouqht With Your Parents: YES. hahahaha gosh thats NOT funny..
55. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: doode.. the survey sucks balls too -_- YES, I HAVE gosh darn it. hahaha
56. Had a lot of sleep: no way -_-
IN THE FUTURE
[what do you want to do when you grow up] i originally wanted to be a journalist.. right now im thinking street bum.. haha
[where will you live] my future husband says imma live in boston.. and then my psychic (who is also my future husband) says i will live in boston but with another husband.. hahaha
[do you want to have kids] didnt i answer this already..
[if so, how many] 2! one girl one boy. my future husband says their names will be tyler and jenny. my psychic (the same person) says daniel (HAHA =P) and tyler
[what would you name them] eRr.r. look above haha
WHICH ONE?
[coke/pepsi] PEPSI baybe
[pen/pencil] pencil
[vanilla/chocolate] vanilla
[huq/kiss] hug choColates, kisses for reals ;D
[liqhts on/off] on
[dark/liqht] dEpendS
[rose/lily] rOse
[dr pepper/mountain dew] dr pepper
[mcdonalds/burqer kinq] mcDeesss
[sandals/shoes] sandals
[*nsync/bsb] nsynC
[britney/christina] britney
[justin timberlake/nick carter] justin timberlake
[cd/tape] cD
[phone/computer] phone
[skittles/m &m's] taste the rainbow ;D
[rich and unhappy/poor and happy] POOR AND HAPPY. id take that ANYDAY
[tootsie pops/blow pops] blow pops heehee
FAVORITES
[food] italian.. yumyum :D or jap
[group] like singing group? boyziimen or googoo dolls :D
[solo sinqer/rapper] mMmm.. avril lavigne is AWESOME. she kicks ass. 50 cents IN THE CLUB.. WANGSTA. haha ;D
[movie] a LOT.. but mM.. a walk to remember and SWEET HOME ALABAMA :D and monsters inc! harhar
[tv show] smallville
[beverage] pearl milk tee.. eR starbucks iced caramel machiatto
[alcoholic beveraqe] pina coladas ;D sweet and light OOOOOOo.. BLUE HAWAIIs are good too :D:D and then of course you got yur margarittas =)
[subject] biology
[teacher] hosmer is awesome and tsai is sOoo cute
[store in the mall] mMm.. i dnno.. i havent been to the mall for a lOong time
[radio station] 949 1061 893
[book] a walk to remember or GO ASK ALICE
[holiday] xmas?
[sport] mM.. volleyball
[fast food] QCUP. harhar
[color to wear] my closets like all blue and red. haha i like red thO :D
[number] 66
[actress] julia roberts
[actor] idunNoOo any HOT guy.. like BEN AFFLECK :D'' (droOooll haha)
[ice cream flavor] pistachiO.. or rocky road.. or.. MOCHA ALMOND FUDGE. and then cashew caramel praline is good too :D or pecan praline :D hahaha
QUESTIONS
- have you ever ..
[cheated on a test] duh.. haha
[cut your own hair] yes.. haha
[dyed your own hair] nope
[been in a fiqht] .. physically? no i dont thik sO
[if so, how many times] --
[skinny dipped] haha no
[skipped school] uHh.. i rarely miss school aha
[stayed home on a saturday] RARELY..
[toilet papered someones house/car] nOpe..
[paintballed someones house/car etc] nope
[got toilet papered] nOpe
[got in trouble with the police] haha dont think so
[if so, for what] --
[stolen somethinq] haha it doesnt count from the gift shop xP
[broken a bone] no
[cheated on a bf/qf] ...
[fell asleep in class] tonite i did haha
[gone to jail/juvenile] no
[been in the hospital] yar.. everyone starts out in one.. haha almost everybody
[flashed someone] haha nOo
[kissed someone of the same sex] yyaarr haha
[gotten lost on a vacation] YEP haha
[do you have a car] no! >P
[if so, what kind of car do you have] GROWL
[do you think you will ever qet your dream car] maybe :D
[do you wish u were older/younqer] yea.. both.. haha
[if so, what aqe and why] i wanna relive my younger years (all the way up to.. 14) or juss jump to like 18..
[do you drink] no
[do you smoke] no
[do you cuss] when im angry.. or when i jus feel like it :D
[do you consider yourself attractive] uhhh.. NO
[do you consider yourself a nice girl/boy] nOpe..
[do you have a cd burner] yeah
[what did you do yesterday] umm.. school.. badminton.. tutor.. home.. phone.. slept..
[what did you do today] school.. badminton.. chinese school.. home..
[what are you doinq tomorrow] work.. volunteer.. art class.. home..
[what are you doinq this weekend] doing hw like a mad bitch.. haha
[what did you do last weekend] cried haha
[what are you qonna do when this is over] sleeeeep
WHAT WAS THE LAST
[thing you ate] gummy bears :D
[thing you drank] water
[song you heard] googoo golls.name
[show you watched] smallville
[thing you said] dont remember
[person you saw] mom
[person who called you] mike.. nO.. tracy haha
[person you called] mike
[person you hugged] uMm.. i dont remember.. ryan? stepho? amanda? i dunno -_- not one from the someone i really want one from thO "/
[last car you rode in] ML
Current Mood: sleepy and.. hopeless =(
Regina.10:36 PM
song of the day: right here waiting.monica ft 112 (better version =P)
okAayy.. so im back to blogger =P haha xangas too.. open.. everyone gets to read it >< only a few ppl know my blogger and bother to check anyway so yea..
i had a shit load of stuff to say.. but im juss too lazy to type it all out. plus i cant use my index finger on my right hand since i broke my fucking nail and it HURTS LIKE A BITCH. ggaahhh.. i cant even TOUCH the finger. it hurts so much =(
lalala.. this week has sucked balls.. yea.. last week was pretty cool.. up until.. the end but thats okay. sadies tomorrow.. w00t.. haha not really. i remember how excited i was about sadies >< and i promised myself i would go and stuff.. yea.. haha well.. yea.. things dont work out that easily. first off.. the guy i wanna go with.. most likely doesnt want to go with me.. and yea i guess i could go with a friend.. but i juss.. really wanted to go with that person. and then of course, im like grounded for life -_- god. ITS CHIENS BIRTHDAY TOO! and i told my mom a billion years ago. i bet shed actually consider letting me go since i told her a lOong time ago.. BUT.. yea back to problem one: no date.
thats okay, ILL BE SPENDING MY WONDERFUL SATURDAY NIGHT AT ART CLASS! w00tw00t. NOT. gah
life sucks balls man.. haha
i dunno how it all changed.. all of a sudden my life flipped upside down.. happiness turned into tears.. things that were good juss turned chaotic.. things are juss sO.. stupid i guess. haha i dunno. im out man. im hellllaahh tired.. i couldnt stay awake in chinese school >< i fell aleep four times in like 20 minutes. haha BYE
Regina.9:45 PM
Wednesday, February 26
that is so incrediablly WEIRD.
living on the edge out of control.. and the world just wont let me slow down.. but in my biggest picture was a photo of you and me.. you know i tried to provide all the material things that i thought would make you happy.. im confused can you make me understand.. cuz i tried to give you the best of me.. i thought we were cool but maybe i was blind.. but never took the time to see.. can you help me.. tell me what you want from me.. can you help me.. tell my why you wanna leave.. baby help me.. without you my whole world is falling apart and im going crazy.. lifes a prison when your in love alone.. i need you come back home.. i dont want to be alone.. i put yur love up on the shelf.. and i guess i just left it to die.. and now were not together cuz i hurt you too many times.. and now your not around.. i wish for ever moment in time that i wasted to use it and make sweet love.. baby be my guide please take my hand.. want you to know that i got you if you need it.. i dont want to be on the outside looking it.. i got to have you cant you see it.. will you help me.. tell me what you want from me.. plaese stay.. dont go.. give me another chance you got me down here on my knees.. crying, begging pleading.. ill do anything for your love.. would you help me.. can you help me.. i dont understand.. help me.. without you my whole world is falling apart.. and without you im going crazy.. lifes a prison without your love..
that is SO CRAZY. hahaha
when somebody loved me everything was beautiful..
everything was beautiful when you loved me..
...
nothing is beautiful now "/
Regina.9:15 PM
Saturday, February 22
harhar.. S's are pretty heehee
cept.. everything else in the world is ugly. there is no beauty in love. adiOs
Regina.11:34 PM
lilazn moOn lyt: i have soO much hw left =(
laDieSmAn514: aw then get crakin!
lilazn moOn lyt: but im too lazy -_-
laDieSmAn514: i'll motivate you
laDieSmAn514: GO REGINA YOU CAN DO IT..YOU DO THAT HW!
laDieSmAn514: eh im lazy i give up haha sorry
lilazn moOn lyt: hahahahahaha
haha thats so dumbbbbbbbb =P
Regina.6:59 PM
--these lines have been deleted-- harhar ;D
you dont have to be sorry. you have absolutely nothing to be sorry about.
ya know what.. i wonder what i would do or say if and when i am drunk. haha thatd be.. interesting.
i dont think imma write in this blogger anymore "/ not for a while maybe. i dunno. bye guyss
Regina.5:03 PM
Friday, February 21
song of the day: color me badd. the earth the sun the rain
hellOoo.. im on my brothers laptop.. sitting at my bakery. flucking bored doode. and TIRED. i wanna freaking sleep.. -_-
im sorta angry right now. at a certain someone. GRR. whatever. its funny how some people can just change in a matter of weeks.. DAYS.. or even hours..
"everyday i wish for yesterday" now isnt that sad. not many times do you wish for tomorrow.. unless you have something planned or some shit. we always wanna go back to the past. i guess thats only because change sucks yet it happens 247.. its.. sad.. i wish for yesterday. i wish for last week.. last month, last year. heck, id give anything to go back 3 years ago. i miss it all.. and i want it all.. i hate today and i will hate tomorrow.. but yesterday.. thats a different story..
things are so different now. even compared to a couple days back.. couples weeks back.. i want things to make sense again.. when i was a lil girl. when mommie and daddie still loved this lil girl.. when things were simple.. when the difference in definations of friends and acquaintances didnt mean anything.
i miss you.. where did yOu go..
why did you leave me here to collect dust..
Regina.5:43 PM
Wednesday, February 19
song of the day: goodbye.jagged edge
hahahaha.. today was the most hilarious day out of the world of hilarious days =P oO man.. i had hellah fun.. well.. i juss laughed.. A LOT.
haha so i was suppose to go to stephs house around 10 to bake a cake for pauls birthday.. cept i had to do something at the bakery first so i ended up being there around 11 and peter was there already.. hahaha.. the first thing peter told me was to look at his "chemical equation" coco (stephs UGLY dog) + h2o --> hot coco! hahaha it was hilarious. and then shan came! and we started baking the cake cuz chris and robert were hellah slow at getting their asses over. hahahaha here comes the funny part so steph leaves the kitchen for a sec and she left food coloring out thinking we might be able to use it so peter squirts some into the cake batter and he goes.. woAh! that looks like blood! so he takes a paper towel and squirts some red food coloring onto the napkin and when steph lyu walks in.. he pretended that he hit his nose on some counter and his nose is bleeding and steph like freaks out and shes like half laughing half screaming 'are you okay?' and then.. peters like yea yea but i got some blood in the cake.. and steph goes WAT!! and she starts like REALLY FREAKING OUT. oommyygod it was soOoo hilarious.. and stephs on the floor in her kitchen shes like half laughing and half pissed off at peter for ruining the cake. and peter goes.. should i throw it away? and stephs like.. YEA! and right as he was gonna pour it down the drain (yuCk) he goes.. JUST KIDDING! its food coloring.. and steph goes WAT! PETER!!! hahahahahahaha.. and during the whole time me and shan were laughing like crazy i couldnt breathe and ended up being on the flOor.. oommyygosh it was HILARIOUS..
hahaha.. and then yea some more laughs with just big head and then chris and robert came and we laughed some more. steph got raped and locked out of her own room.. then peter started playing with his DICK.. which deflated in the end.. hahaha.. good times good times
didnt really go to badmintoN today.. i stopped by to make an APPEARANCE.. but didnt really do that either since i was scared of charlie.. so me steph and shan juss walked back to stephs house and chilled there with the stupid SCUM boys. happy birthday paul! hope you liked the cake..anyways.. i think i wrote enough today.. haha i have to go watch mr deeds and do math hw since i have tutor tomorrow -_- bye!
Regina.7:51 PM
Tuesday, February 18
song of the day: bring me to life.evanescence
ive had that song on like repeat since break started.. haha lets seeeeee..
friday.. went to like 20 minutes of chink school and then left for bball game which was AWESOME. we kicked lynbrooks ass. yePyeP.. then saturday.. went then volunteer nothing exciting.. sunday.. haha i think mikes gonna be a goOd dadddieee.. yar.. and yesterday was a waste of time.. went shopping at stanford that was boOorrinnggg and then i fell asleep on the phone with these STUPID GUYS. gay gay gay. haha specially the mean one who has the ugly name >P and today.. i havent done anything productive. someone ditched me to take a shower and then i went outside to "play volleyball" with my sister.. yea we came in like 30 minutes.. and then i took a shower now im waiting for my mom to pick me up to gO to my doctors appointment
ya know what.. im going on a diet. HAHA.. this would be like.. my millionth time telling myself and my million time lying to myself. but seriously.. i really need to. theres these two pairs of pants that i have that used to be HEELLLAAHHH big on me.. like you could pants me with them buttoned and everything and NOW.. now i can BARELY fit in them!! GAH.. what has the world come to..
you know what else? i think its hellah interesting how guys and girls think sooOoo differently. its hellah crazy.. we were all born the same.. raised the same.. yet we have like total opposite opinions on some subjects. its really.. weird..
i wish i was in LA this weekend =( sounded like soOOoo much fun well i miss you jenny! happy birthday!wish i was there
andd...
happy birthday waki fungus (myron) and pikachU!
i think thats enough for today.. TOMORROW i will go to badminton =) and possible lunch with my
gou gou!! yAayyy heehee later
Regina.2:42 PM
doode.. this blogger is so pointless.. duuummbbbb
Regina.9:11 AM
Thursday, February 13
hey there.. just wanted to say i love you. because i really do.
stephanie.10:41 PM
Wednesday, February 12
current CD: avril lavigne
yea that girl kicks ass.. haha i love her songs. makes you think really if you listen to the lyrics. anyway, real QUICK. cuz i have a shitload to do tonite -_- todays wednesday! wednesdays=more sleep=good :D harhar.. mM.. had a vanilla soy chai this morning.. 2nd period was juss studying.. 4th period we had a quiz and i dont think i did too hot =( i need an A this semester!! haha o yea.. this morning my dad found out bout my three Bs hahaha.. good thing i told him RIGHT BEFORE i got out of the car. :D then.. i went out to lunch.. w00tw00t ive been wanting to go out for soOoo long. yeps we (me steph christine ryan and alienandy) went to noahs/starbucks. yUuummmm.. 6th period we learned our whole dance routine (we had to make it up) in one period and we are getting evaluated tomorrow.. good work girls :D hMm.. went to art class.. finished my still life in ONE SESSION! wOoow :D heehee.. now i have to do math hw.. hoping we dont have lit hw.. spanish hw is for ta tomorrow.. study for biO.. finish bio notebook.. and watch dawsons creek while RUNNING in a half hour. and then tape angel.. YEP..
i juss thought.. how gay how it rained today.. but then i realized.. that ive been wishing on a star for me every night.. just indirectly. the stars.. they dont shine for me anymore =( they hate me.. "/ o wells. but if bad weather is what i have to deal with for my wish to come true (im crossing my fingers like crazy that its working) then i will have to deal with RRAAAINNN. heehee o wells!
doode.. this week went by hellah fast. tomorrow is thurday. the day after is vday.. then BREAK! w00tw00t aiite adiOs
Regina.7:31 PM
Tuesday, February 11
song of the day: nobody knows it but me
hmm.. no more moods of the day.. theyre getting old. anyways.. i just got off the phone with my like 30 (well.. almost 30.. haha) year old cuzin who is so KIDDISH. omygosh, shes crazy. shes almost 30 and shes still single! actually.. shes getting a stupid arranged marriage this year.. but still! shes crazy -_- shes hellah annoying too.. but shes hilarious. haha anyways, while i was on the fone with her i was looking at some winamp skins since i changed my desktop theme.. it has this bg (bg for my blogger) on my desktop now :D harhar.. yea so i found some nice skins.. sharing with you =)
this is the one i have now =)
lalala
this ones pimp =)
silvery
yep.. i signed up for link crew tho i dont really know why.. lil kids? shrug.. i dunno. haha o wells.. time for.. more math and biO. byebyeee
Regina.7:07 PM
Monday, February 10
song of the day: my skin.natalie merchant
thats a really good song.. yar.. anyways.. im taking a lil break from biO.. studying early since i have a shit load of stuff to do this week.. but i really shouldnt be breaking since i have to study for my math quiz.. start my stupid lab notebook -_- mM.. and some other stuff. harhar.. BUT THEN NEXT WEEK IS BREAK! w00tw00t. anyways.. i watched my DC again today :D:D:D i cant wat til wednesday!! pacey and joey stuck at KMART for a night - kinky ;D THEY'RE GONNA KISS! (and who knows that more.. w00t) damn.. stuck at Kmart.. thatd be hellaahh pimp. itd be like home where the heart is! the movie with natalie portman. haha. pimp pimp. i wish there were guys like pacey =( hes got it all man.. sux0rs. hes soOoooooooooooooo GOOD to joey. so good. AND YET JOEY WILL END UP WITH THAT STUPID FAG DAWSON LEERY who has been CHASING him dreams for over a year and has not gotten ANYWHERE. plus he lost the girl. couple girls. GOSH. stupid FAG! why does he get the girl -_- GRR. it should be PACEY! PACEY PACEY PACEY!!! grroowwll
haha.. ANYWAYS.. i was juss thinking today.. how life can be taken from you so fast.. its pretty crazy.. tomorrow anyone could be gone. accidents happen.. and we'll never know how much more time we have.. i dunno. i guess im greatful that i havent had any of my really close friends/family pass away.. cept for my cuz a couple years back.. he was sorta juss yanked outa my life. juss like that. never sed bye. or sorry for that matter.. or thank you.. "/ too many regrets. gottah learn how to live each day like its the last
and then i also realized how much people change. in DAYS.. everyones so different.. no one stays the same.. no matter how hard you wanna believe it.. everyone, including yourself, change. its pretty sad i guess. but for the better? i suppose so. i know imma very different person compared to last year.. and im even different compared to a week ago.. sad i guess.
ANYWAYS.. i was looking at the tiffany&co site cuz i checked syls profile.. isnt this ring prrreettttyyy??
yea its pretty.. that luCky poop gets it too >< haha bust yo moves syl! =P heres some other stuff i found
there shit is hellah expensive yO. haha i dunno why my sudden obsession with jewlery shrug. here a prada bag i found.. toO bad i coudnt find the cheap one =(
heehee its cute
okay thats enough.. back to hw -_-
Regina.5:21 PM
template not done yO =P
Regina.4:16 PM
Sunday, February 9
current mood: 
song of the day: girlfriend remix.nsync and nelly (i dunno.. randomness..)
gRr.. i should hellah not be writing right now.. i have so much shit to do.. but i have to get this out because i feel like im going to EXPLODE.
i have a horrible headache and my eyes hurt. i cant even think straight so if i dont make sense in this blog, you know why. and if i say anything thats.. alarming, dont take it seriously because i probably dont mean it. i dont even know where things got so messed up..
gosh.. what did i do? im sorry.. IM SORRY. i dont know what else to say or what else to do. why dont you just tell me what to do and ill do it. because obviously what im TRYING to do isnt working.. tho it wasnt for MY benefit to begin with.. WHY ARE THINGS SO DAMN COMPLICATED?
i dont understand the stupid world. it doenst make any sense to me what so ever. i think the world is dumb. but i think the people who live in it are dumber. we're very stupid people. and me, i am up there high on the list of dumb people. DUMB DUMB DUMB.
whats with these damn blogs anyway? bloggers and xangas. blah blah. we just babble about our horrible/funny/sad/bad days.. everyone has them. BLAH BLAH. i dont even know what the fuck im saying. i love these things too.. and i love reading about other peoples days so why am i complaining? i have no FUCKING idea.
i think im a very unstable person. haha w00tw00t.. some vocab word that starts with a v. shrug. i feel like i have a lot of hw to do, but i cant think of any of it. i think im done with lit (up to act 3 scene 2 right?) im sorta done with biO.. tho i should put a lot more effort into it.. but shrug.. no spanish.. no dance.. well i actually wouldnt know since i didnt go on friday.. HMMM.. did math already.. o.. i should study for my math quiz.. hMm.. fuck that.. hmm.. no wfp i hope.. yea, thats it.
i shouldve gone out tonite.. wouldve taken this shit outa my mind. so gay . gay gay gay. maybe i should close my blogger? theres no point. no one can help me anyway.
im sorry. sorry sorry sorry. i am sorry.
Regina.10:04 PM
w00tw00t new background.. it toOk me a while cuz i was all playing with adobe.. it can do some pretty neat stuff :D now i have to watch charmed and stay up late cuz of hw >/ pOo. and my eyes all hurt from staring at the computer. gRr -_- haha o wells. o shiets.. gottah post this bracelet up.. the necklace i found online, isnt it PRETTY?!?!?! harhar heres the bracelet..
isnt it pretty? harhar, if you have a girl GO GET ONE OF THOSE FOR HER. the necklace is prettier.. IM me and ill give you the infO. harhar AND the other day.. while supposed to be doing stuff for biO.. i found a prada bag for half off.. and i wanted it.. now i cant find it =( pOo! o wels.. bye!
haha.. yes.. that is sad.
Regina.8:50 PM
Saturday, February 8
does anyone have the savage garden or googoo doll cd that i can borrow and burn? =)
oOo.. i want the 50cent CD toO. harhar :D
Regina.9:47 PM
[Name] regina
[Birthday] 1107
[Zodiac sign] scorpiO
[Sex] female
LAST PERSON WHO...
[Slept in your bed] me! haha..
[Saw you cry] stephO i think
[Made you cry] eh
[Spend the night at your house] no ones slept over =(
[You shared a drink with] uMm.. i dunno.. haha
[You went to the movies with] mMmm.. my brother prolly? i dont remember..
[You went to the mall with] probably steph.. haha
[Yelled at you] i get bitched at 247
[Sent you an email] amber
[Said they were going to kill you] shrug
HAVE YOU EVER...
[Said "I love you" and meant it?] yeP
[Gotten into a fight with your doggy/walrus/bird/fish/etc.] i dont have a pet =(
[Been to New York?] was born there
[Been to Florida?] i dont remember it.. haha it was when i was a baby!
[California?] uHh. yea.. whoever made this survey lives in a no where state
[Hawaii?] yar, i wana go back :D
[Mexico?] yeP!! last december! :D
[China?] every freaking year
[Canada?] yeP
[Danced naked?] yes everyday --hahaha nice answer junehO
[Dreamed something really crazy and then it happens the next day?] DOODE.. that ALWAYS happens to me.. its pretty freaky..
[Stalked someone?] hahaha yes i stalk you.
[Had a mud bath?] nOpe.. sounds fun ;]
[Wished you were the opposite sex?] YES.. well.. sometimes. being a girl sucks.. periods and such. PMS and moodswings. damn. but guys are gay. haha
[Had an imaginary friend?] i dont think so.. maybe when i was lil girl..
[Apples or bananas?] they're both goOd?
[Red or blue?] depends.. those are like the colors of my closet.. haha
[Backstreet Boys or N Sync?] nsync
[WalMart or Target?] target
[Santa or Rudolph?] rudolph is cuter.. haha
[Math or English?] math
[What are you going to do after you finish this survey?] sit around.. haha
[What was the last food you ate?] dinner.. i had phO. haha
[High school or college?] neither. haha
[Are you bored?] yes
[How many buddies are on?] 35.. where is everyone? -_-
[Last movie you saw?] i rented bad company.. goOd movie
[Last noise you heard?] my winamp bigmachine.googoodolls
ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS - WHO...
[Laughs the weirdest?] christine. hahahaha and jenny! :D
[Will grow up and be a model?] i would have to think about this one, and i dont feel like thinking
[Going to have the most kids?] YVONNE. hahahahaha
[Have you known the longest?] that i still see now? bea
[Is the loudest?] we're all pretty damn loud.. but prolly christine.. and then peters loud too =P
[Is the quietest?] nO.. no ones really quiet.. haha
[Do you have the most classes with?] alice.. haha i have 1, 5, 6 and 7
[Is the weirdest?] all of us are weird.. shans weird =P john yi is weird tOo..
[Is the funniest?] steph lyu. shes funny to laugh at. haha then dan from homestead (tracys friend) is funny tOo.. but i dunno if i would consider him my friend. haha
[Is the moodiest?] ME. hahaha..
[Can you tell most of your secrets to?] tracy and steph probably
[Do you usually go to about all of your problems?] tracy and steph probably.. haha and andrea and stephO =)
THE LAST FEW QUESTIONS...
[Last time you went out of the state] out of state? i went to mexicO in december..
[Lucky number] 66 ;D
[Things you like in a girl/guy?] personality.. they cant be fucking fake.. or have a split personality, they have to be REAL and down to earth. funny charming and smart tOo but not nerdy smart.. street smart i guess.. oOo and romantiC o_O none of that shallow or "im-so-hardcore" shit either. get real.. haha
[Weirdest thing about you?] im hellah random.. and then i get this "moments" or like periods of time where i juss go HELAH CRAZY. and like 10-15 minutes later im really depressed. haha and NO, no drugs are involved!
[Do you have a crush on someone?]
[Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?]
[What's his/her name?]
[What book are you reading now?] aaliyah for book report omygosh the author is SO HORRIBLE. dont ever read books by christopher farley HE SUCKS SHIT. haha
[What's on your mouse pad?] a mouse
[Favorite board game?] monopoly :D --id have to agree. or clue! haha
[Favorite magazine?] seventeen
[Worst feeling in the world?] being alone..
[What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] "great.. another day.." hahahaha i dunno, depends
[Do you like scary or exciting rollercoasters] wouldnt the scariness make it exciting?
[How many rings before you answer?] usually i pick up on the second
[Future daughter's name?] i dunnO yet.. heehee o wait.. im suppose to marry ______ and we're gonna move to boston and have two kids, one girl one boy.. and her name was suppose to be jenny. haha
[Future son's name?] i picked out mike or sean since like 6th grade.. haha but i dunno anymore..
[Chocolate or vanilla?] vanilla
[Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] yep. clancy sits on my bed.. then i have my UNNAMED bear =( and my dumbO
[If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be?] how bout one where you shop all day for youself and get paid hellah bucks?
[What is your favorite snapple?] kiwi strawberry
[Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?] righty
[Do you type with your fingers on the right keys?] uHh.. yea..
[What's under your bed?] stuff
[Favorite sport to watch] i dont usually watch them.. but bBall..
[Did you have fun doing this] nOpe
Regina.9:46 PM
Friday, February 7
current mood: 
song of the day: angel of mine.monica
so i was looking for a new template.. cuz this ones getting old.. and GOD they are so UGLY. shit. it makes me so angry.. haha i should juss move to upsaid ;D or xanga. damn.
anyways.. i dont really feel like writing but do at the same time ya know? no, you dunno. i ditched 6th today.. harhar, it was COOL. >rolling eyes< the end was anyway. harhar right diana and andrea? hahaha.. anyways.. im stressng over this whole sadies shit and i dont think im going to go anymore.. its giving me a headache.
ive also been aching EVERYWHERE.. i constantly have headaches and now its stomach aches tOo.. o.. and ive been eating like crazy. over eating. and i can only think of one reason why. haha quite sad i guess..
today i stayed after school til 5 cuz my rents.. O MY GOD was it COLD. freaking like froze to death. haha afterschool was heellahh funny. christine's brother is HELLAh pimp doode. haha hes awesome (what happened to christine? =P) and we were all hellah laughing, making fun of dan. even her lil brother was. good stuff good stuff
anyways, im out
Regina.11:18 PM
Thursday, February 6
Your Last...
1) Last dream: haha last night.. daniel was in it.. it was waCko.. but i dont really remember what happened
2) Last car ride: to stephs house
3) Last kiss: not for yOU to know =P
4) Last good cry: good cry? i dont remember, surprisingly
5) Last Missing Library Book: uHh..
6) Last movie seen: mM.. my family rented bad company.. thats a good movie doODe..
7) Last Book Read: hahaha MOV w00tw00t
8) Last cuss word uttered: i dont remember
9) Last berverage drank: i dun remember.. maybe thats why i feel sick..
10) Last Food consumed: albans poptart
11) Last Crush: -_-
12) Last phone call: uMm.. tracy i think
13) Last TV show watched: DAWSONS CREEK! JOEY AND PACEY KISSED! w00tw00t
14) Last Item Bought: foOd harhar
15) Last time showered: this morning
16) Last shoes worn: my red all star converse
17) Last CD played: my boysIImen mix
18) Last downloaded: uMm.. 50 cent.in the club :D and aaliyah.miSs you
19) Last annoyance: the world
20) Last disappointment: myself
21) Last soda drank: dr pepper
22) Last thing written: bio stuff
23) Last key used: mMmm.. i dunno
24) Last word spoken: "im okay how are you?" harhar to mr lyu =P
25) Last trip to the bathroom: uMmmm.. right before 5th.. monica dragged me.. haha
26) Last sleep: last night..
27) Last IM: from ken
30) Last weird encounter: after schOol today was pretty weird.. yep..
31) Last Store Shopped at: i havent gone shopping for tOO long... prolly macys
32) Last ice cream eaten: shOot my dad bought HELLAH good ice cream.. i dunno what its called.. cashew caramel praline or something? sounds gross, but its HELLLLAAHH GOOOOD
33) Last time amused: everytime i look at steph lyu =P
34) Last time wanting to die: right now?
35) Last time in love:
36) Last time hugged: today
37) Last time scolded: last night prolly.. from my mom
38) Last time resentful:"/
39) Last chair sat in: uHh.. this one.. haha
40) Last lipstick used: i dont use lipstiCk.. hahaha LIP GLOSS :D
41) Last underwear worn: uHhh.. the ones i be wearing RIGHT NOW. haha
42) Last bra worn: previous answerrr
43) Last shirt worn: previous answerrrrrrrr
44) Last class attended: biOap
45) Last Final taken: MATH -_- haha i got a D on it harhar
46) Last time dancing: SHIT.. TOO LONG AGO
47) Last poster looked at: i dont remember
48) Last concert attended: i dun remember
49) Last webpage visited: mikes xanga
Regina.4:29 PM
current mood: 
song of the day: i need a girl part ii.p diDdy
i juss heard that song on the radiO.. yea.. good song.. anyways.. i have this humungO jungO headache right now.. and im at stephs house.. so im suppose to be doing math.. but given my current condition i dont think so.
plus i juss really feel like shit. square, not triangle. good point steph sigh.. and then the whole sadies thing coming up.. is anyone even going? -_- i dunno if i even wanna go anymore.. but it IS chien's birthday.. gAH.. i dunno.. im so stressed out -_- i need a BREAK. so much stuff on my mind.. so much crap.. and then theres acedemics.. im promising myself a 4.1 GPA this semester.. and none of my class grades will go below a 95% at ANY POINT. yea, pretty high freaking expectations huh? well.. sucks to be me. so much lit shit.. and biO stuff.. AP tests.. exit exams.. cant even wait til finals again. gRr. theres only like 80 more school days left.. i counted again.. got bored again in spanish.
i think.. part of the rewason i feel so damn horrible is i have this w o n d e r f u l friends that are always there to cheer me up.. and they listen and give me advice and hugs and juss stuff to show me they care.. they are juss THERE.. but i cant do that for them.. and its usually the friends that love me the most.. but i juss cant be there for them.. i try so hard.. but i can never make them crack a smile.. but other ppl can.. so its not them, its ME.. and sometimes.. sometimes i cant even get myself out of my own thoughts to help other ppl.. how selfish is that? but i just.. cant.. i dunno why.. and i wish i could fix it.. but i juss cant..
im like drowning in my own self pity.. how gay is that.. all it seems i do is hurt people.. over and over.. people that care about me.. WHY CANT I SHOW THEM I CARE ABOUT THEM TOO?! "actions speak louder than words" that quote haunts me now.. sigh.. im very sorry to those of you who ive hurt.. and for those of you who are there for me but i am never there for.. and i am sorry in advance to everyone.. i dont even know whats so wrong with me.. whats so BAD in my life? i have shelter dont i? clothes to keep me from the cold. money so i dont starve. whats so fucking bad about my life? fucking bitchno.. not you. me
i wonder if anyone even reads my blogger anymore? haha i need to change the template and background.. getting kinda old. >yawn< maybe i should go take a nap.. lala. eWw. valentines day next friday. gross. haha ive spent the last three vDays alone =P we can add on to the list. o wells.. i think imma go find some food in stephs house =P or do a survey.. laters
Regina.3:58 PM
Monday, February 3
current mood:
song of the day: googoo golls.slide
haha yesterdays song of the day was 50 cent.in the club damn i LOVE that song.. harhar :D i think imma go buy his album.. hes pretty coOl.. or.. juss dL all of it online :D harhar
mMm.. i havent written for a while.. been too damn busy.. i think i have a lot of shit to dO tonite.. but i dont really wanan do it.. haha so im writing instead.. lalala..
sadies is coming up! haha.. i dunno if thats a good or bad thing.. i guess a lil of both.. im guessing it'll be fun this year? or im hoping.. EVERYONE should go! who to ask.. that is beyond me, but juss go! haha its on my gangsta gangsta chiens birthday! gO go go! haha theres like 121 more days til schools out.. or something (including weekends and break) i was counting in spanish.. gosh spanish is so damn boring.. sO ghettooOoo.
i wanan go out =( i havent gone out and had FUN for a LOOOONNGG time.. but THATS OKAY, because imma be good *ding* 0:D harhar hMm.. all of a sudden i got sleepy.. ive been sleepy A LOT. i think imma go take a nap.. theres some "stuff" i wanna get out.. but i guess it will wait.. i dont really feel like it anyway.. byEbyeeee!
put yur arms around me what you feel is what you are and what you are is b e a u t i f u l. juSs s l i d e intO my roOm and we'll r u n a w a y
Regina.5:01 PM
whoa.. how weird.. i totally forgot i was in this blog ;p hope you're doing well babe~
monkey.2:08 PM
Sunday, February 2
i toOk the colorgenics test again.. its getting pretty damn accurate =P
At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover.
You haven't been feeling that great lately. Both physically and mentally you are exhausted. To your best friends, those who know you and love you, it shows. Your self esteem has been reduced almost to a minimum and in order to recover - and recover you will - it is necessary that you get away from it all, even if it be only for a few days.
You feel that you should be appreciated far more than you are but no-one seems to care! You feel that you are receiving less than your share and the main problem is that there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. The inner stress that you are experiencing makes you quick to take offence but you realize that at this particular moment in time there is little that you can do to relieve the situation.
All of the stress and strains resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. You have been going out of your way to make a good impression, but you have reservations as to the likelihood of succeeding. You feel that you have a right to accomplish all that you set your mind on but you have become helpless and distressed when circumstances have gone against you. The idea of failure is most upsetting and this can even mean utter dejection. You see yourself as a scapegoat and you feel everyone in your sphere of influence has tried to take undue advantage of you. You are trying to convince yourself that your failure to achieve standing and recognition is not of your making but indeed of those around you.
You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non-fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.
Be it through unfulfilled emotional requirements, whatever the circumstances you are experiencing considerable stress, be it mental or physical. To your credit you are attempting to escape from this by endeavoring to create a semblance of peace and serenity by refusing to allow yourself to be involved. You have the strength to 'pull through' and all indications are that you will... perhaps sooner than you even believed possible.
Regina.10:16 AM
